As a disclaimer: Anyone that doesn't know how my relationship with my mother works this may seem like a weird post. Don't try to understand it, you will only hurt your self trying to figure it out. She is a person i don't think anyone who has a loving bone in they're body will ever understand! This post is the story of how my mother has met/seen her grandson for the SECOND time since he was born...(hes almost 2 1/2.) The only thing i can say is, Thank you Mom for being the way you are because it has made me a more loving mother and a more caring person in general!
So after a few weeks of trying to avoid Giant because of the awful renovations Doodle and i ventured out to fill up our kitchen, which then lead to the most AWKWARD situation ever, we ran into my mother. I honestly didn't even see her at first because Devon and I usually hold some pretty serious conversations during shopping, but as i walked past her we made eye contact and all she did was wave awkwardly and keep walking...ugh. The rest of our shopping trip was me trying to keep the heck away so we didn't have that moment again! Im really happy Devon didn't even realize that anything happened it just breaks my heart that he doesn't get to spend much time with my side of the family..er more like his grandparents on my side. I mean if they don't utilize the time to get to know him now, he will be a grown little man by the time we are back in the area. Its sad, i'm just glad he doesn't know any better! I dont have the energy to post anything else, but i promise the next one will be full of positives and not such a downer!
